bitter SWEET
Once upon a time
Once upon a place
You were here with me
We were face to face
You said we’d be forever
Our love would never die
You said you always be there
Although it was a lie
I wonder why you did this
Why you’re not here today
Wonder what I did
To make you hurt me this way
Maybe it’s not your fault
Somehow you went amiss
But you never said goodbye
Not even one last kiss
Even though I am angry
And probably will never forget
The way that you just left me
To live in such regret
There will always be a place
In the center of my heart
That never will forget you
And feels we didn’t part
So even though you’ve killed
Any chance that I may have
To live a happy life
With someone else instead
My heart will always love you
As long as I may be
On this lonely earth
Without you, just me
Who the fuck am I to say anything, but maybe;
You just gotta hope it’s darkest before the dawn. That a little bit at a time, some light begins a soft glow on the horizon. And like it does every morning, it grows and grows and pretty soon, even though you can remember the night and it’s darkness, pretty soon it’s another day… and you forgive, and get another chance to move forward with your life.
When it’s darkest, you don’t have enough light to see that you’re worth it, but oh shit do you know it is dark! Let things lighten up and then I think (I hope and pray) you will see you are truly worth alot.
teddy
March 18, 2009 at 9:47 pm
Very poetically expressed and I hope that if these are real feeling your expressing that you’re dealing wtih them in a healthy manner such as expressing them through writing. Funny thing is, I just got through writing a similar poem to help me deal with my ex-girlfriend who asked me for some “space” in November, met someone in December and is getting married in June.
cogitative
April 14, 2009 at 1:57 am
Oh wow, that is tough! Is it on your blog? This one is actually about my very first love or what I thought to be love at that time who died from a drug overdose..I didn’t even know he did drugs at all and I was prety angry for a very long time…
Tiffany Sams
April 14, 2009 at 8:12 pm
It’s not on my blog, but I may add it. Now that you’ve elaborated on the situation it makes your entry that much more powerful.
cogitative
April 17, 2009 at 2:34 pm
Let me know if you do, I like your entries, they are real and honest.
Tiffany Sams
April 27, 2009 at 9:03 pm